Sunday, December 5
- Sunday, December 05, 2004
my dae started.. waking up.. n having deep thoughts.
i tink it's becomin 2 much 4 me 2 handle.. i feel so useless ...i'm really hurting inside.. but i can't cry.. not at home with my parents around.. so i dun .. i hold back all my tears.. but i tink in a wae .. not letting the tears flow makes movin on even worse.. even harder.. i tink in a wae.. keeping tat smile is becoming more n more fake..
avril lavigne's song is playing.. nobody's home..
tat's a song i can relate 2 fully.. every single word.. not juz chorus ..
i noe i'm hurting e pple around me by being this wae.. but i juz can't change. i juz can't stop tinking abt the past n the present. cos i no longer have a future. the songs are becoming sadder.. n with each passing dae.. i seem 2 be fading away as well.. alot is ahead for me .. but i want noting of it.. i'm really trying 2 tink positively.. put on a brave smile.. n move on like noting's ever happened.. but the more i smile... the more i feel worse.. the more i feel like dying.. i'm juz breakin up in2 pieces .. n the only 2 pple stopping me is aaron n damala.. if not 4 e 2 of them.. i dunno wad i would have done..
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside
.With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
she wants to go home,
but nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
broken inside.
With no place to go,
no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside,
lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside,
lost inside...oh oh yeah